I feel like I've missed something. Like something's happened when I wasn't looking, but I'm not sure when that would have been, because I've been looking the whole time. But something's definitely changed with the community I've been so close to for over a year now, and I just don't feel the way I used to anymore.
I don't hold any hard feelings, of course. I still love (almost) everyone involved, but lately it's just felt unfocused and unwelcoming...and well, I'd hate to say it, but I think I've found a new family.
I've grown distant, I've grown meaner...maybe it's not them, maybe it's me. And maybe I just needed to find some people who can handle my personality a little bit better.
I just don't even know what else to say about this.
I'm still madly in love with a lot of the people involved, so I'm gonna stick with it. Maybe I'll warm back up to it.
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